Bad news

Well he might love me but here we are again . I didn't sleep well. Last night he told me I behave like a pompas ass. I suppose that means I am not a nice person.
Almost a year after the crash I think it's happening all over again !!!!!!!!
I am now feeling low and heading towards depression but at the moment I don't know how to stop it.
HELP

O.K. I have now got through the 1 year and I think I coped quite well. I felt a little down but it was easier than I thought it would be. Now we can get on with the rest of our lives I hope.

I am trying to change what graham doesn't like but I sometimes think that I will never be able to compete with the 2 perfect women he's had in his life (Sue and Debbie).