Tuesday, January 03, 2006

New year

Well we made it through christmas.....and we are now through to the new year.
I think he is happy, I am and as long as the past stays boxed up that's the way I hope it will stay (ended, finished, past, over) .
I loved my Christmas pressies and I am glad I chose a small and inexpensive ring as I am not yet positive that a proper eternity ring is what he would want me to have and anyway I would feel guilty at asking for so much. It does look so pretty though and as we didn't need to order it, so it must have been meant to be.
Well perhaps not all fairytales( hopes and dreams) are codswallop.
My new years wish is that he talks to me about his hopes, dreams and worries as sometimes there is still a wall of sorts. But I think we are much happier than we have been for a while.