Bad news

Well he might love me but here we are again . I didn't sleep well. Last night he told me I behave like a pompas ass. I suppose that means I am not a nice person.
Almost a year after the crash I think it's happening all over again !!!!!!!!
I am now feeling low and heading towards depression but at the moment I don't know how to stop it.
HELP

O.K. I have now got through the 1 year and I think I coped quite well. I felt a little down but it was easier than I thought it would be. Now we can get on with the rest of our lives I hope.

I am trying to change what graham doesn't like but I sometimes think that I will never be able to compete with the 2 perfect women he's had in his life (Sue and Debbie).

Nearly a year

Well it's nearly a year since my world fell apart. I only think about it now and then, but the date will be stuck there for a while yet I think.
I do trust him but it's still hard when he goes away even though it has not been to Israel.
But we are doing well I am able to shut away all the old hurt and we are now getting on with our life together.
We are moving soon so that will be another reminder gone, this house. We are looking to the future and making real plans.
I do love him so much.